I am honestly horrified of that happening again. To the degree I feel physically sick when I think about it 



I’m really getting sick of this shit. 

I love you so much, I really do. But do you know what this feels like? Dragging your butt into bed while you’re not making sence just after you have hurt me yet again. 

this isn’t a break up note

im just really pissued off and hurt.


may you never; lie, steal, or cheat.
But if you must lie, lie with me all my days.
and if you must steal, steal away my sorrows.
and if you much cheat, cheat away death. For I could never live without you.