I am honestly horrified of that happening again. To the degree I feel physically sick when I think about it
I’m really getting sick of this shit.
I love you so much, I really do. But do you know what this feels like? Dragging your butt into bed while you’re not making sence just after you have hurt me yet again.
this isn’t a break up note
im just really pissued off and hurt.
All I can give is all that I have and if that’s not enough it will tear us apart.
may you never; lie, steal, or cheat.
But if you must lie, lie with me all my days.
and if you must steal, steal away my sorrows.
and if you much cheat, cheat away death. For I could never live without you.
home could be anywhere when I am holding you…
right now, Im a long way from home.
Seeing them happy and healthy finally give me a big sense of relief and comfort.