I am honestly horrified of that happening again. To the degree I feel physically sick when I think about it
I’m really getting sick of this shit.
I love you so much, I really do. But do you know what this feels like? Dragging your butt into bed while you’re not making sence just after you have hurt me yet again.
this isn’t a break up note
im just really pissued off and hurt.
All I can give is all that I have and if that’s not enough it will tear us apart.
i feel like shit. shitty shit shit.